You already know something’s been repeating.
The same pressure.
The same exhaustion.
The same moment where you say, “I’ll deal with it later.”
Later keeps coming.
Nothing changes.
Not because you aren't trying or
you don’t love God.
It's because what goes unnamed
keeps deciding for you.
Authority doesn’t come back through effort.
It comes back the moment you admit,
“This has been running my life.”
The willingness and bravery
to finally look at what’s been happening.